wanted to see you
and talk
because we haven't for a while
and i looked forward to it so much
i treasure you a lot
so i thought maybe i could ask you things i'm afraid to ask others
tell you secrets
hope you could keep them
i guess not
you never wanted to hang out
this child Curiosity by my side follows me around from morning to night
Sunday, December 1, 2013
Friday, November 29, 2013
Monday, October 21, 2013
Sunday, October 20, 2013
Why do I even Try
I'm no Good
Ha. So why do I feel so numb.
Why did this come as a real shock.
I've never been good.
When did I start to tell myself I am.
I'm not even decent.
What do I do with myself now.
I don't even want to cry.
That's neither proper nor fitting
I don't deserve to shed tears for myself
Fucking mistaken lied to myself disillusioned myself shit what do I do with my life why am I such a fucking big dumbass when did this happen
I just
I'm no Good
Ha. So why do I feel so numb.
Why did this come as a real shock.
I've never been good.
When did I start to tell myself I am.
I'm not even decent.
What do I do with myself now.
I don't even want to cry.
That's neither proper nor fitting
I don't deserve to shed tears for myself
Fucking mistaken lied to myself disillusioned myself shit what do I do with my life why am I such a fucking big dumbass when did this happen
I just
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