follow your dreams they say



what are your dreams
i never hear






to pursue your dreams you must follow this list





here are rulebreakers who pursued their dreams without lists they said






there is no more room for success

too many people have accomplished everything that is new under the sun







where is there room for me


i don't want to leave this house


but i hate to be inside with everyone else

can i have my own

I just like being alone.


Being at school is fun.
Learning is fun.
Ha.


And today was going to be a totally alone day


But it wasn't because She stayed home and didn't go get her hair done



So all day was "why aren't you"


and "do you like to hear this"



yes, i love hearing you ask these things










I just need silence






I need quiet

one of these days

i'm going to end up in a padded room

mute and shredding away at myself



please come visit me then

not so that i'll get better soon or anything
but just

you know




as friends

내 맘은 이리 울적한데 말할 사람이 없다

나의 마음을 들어줄 사람이 없고내 마음이 중요한 게 아니라고 난 매일 배운다하지만 왜 아는 걸 배워도 께달을 때마다 그 깨닫는 행동이 힘들어지지

나도 가끔 활짝 웃고 싶은데 곁엔 아무도 없다

다들 자기 혼자 희희닥 거리느라


나한테 미소조차 안 보이넨

motherfucking goddamn last person i'd expect to talk behind my back

stop pretending you know everything when you don't know anything



did i not just say i don't want to talk to you, talk about it




what the fuck did i just say


may the devil take your soul








wait.
at this rate, he'll probably take mine.

well shit

paul valery

The wind is rising! . . . We must try to live!
The huge air opens and shuts my book: the wave
Dares to explode out of the rocks in reeking
Spray. Fly away, my sun-bewildered pages!
Break, waves! Break up with your rejoicing surges
This quiet roof where sails like doves were pecking.